|World, please stop!!! I want off!!
||[Aug. 13th, 2006|02:51 am]
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Recently I just dont know what is going on with me, Im up one second and then the next im down. I have been working like CRAZY recently and while its nice to have money, my work is drama city. Im trying to be a shoulder for my best friend, but i have nobody to lean on for myself. It just feels like everytime we talk about her relationship, that I get upset. Today was the first time in a long time that I had a full blown break down, at the perfect time, right when Im driving home. I was sooooo upset about nothing.
Theres this guy right now that I have a small crush on and I just feel like everytime I try to talk to him, he just dosent care. I try to take time and listen to him and what he has to say, but everytime I talk to him he just couldnt give a care in the world. Hes just....ahhhhhhhh I seriously dont know. Hes just pissing me off, I have soooo much fun with him but he has sooo much damn drama. Its like seriously listening to an episode of Laguna, I mean seriously shut it!
And ooo apperantly im a gossip whore and people who dont even know me are talking about me and who I like. I mean seriously shut up, and ohhhh yeah i get to work with this trick and some girl is sooooo trying to skeez on my man, well i share custiody with can can.
ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I start college in 2 thats dos, days!! 2 DAYS!!!! OMG what the heck? Summer where did you go?
I hope everyone else is having a better summer than me AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!