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Last Night! [Aug. 29th, 2006|11:23 pm]
Last Night was AMAZING!!! I went to the movies with Taylor. I seriously thought that there was no way he would want to go, because he just got out of football pratice, and he hadnt done any homework or anything so I was like crap. He called me back and was like Ill go, lemme shower and then call you when I get out so he came and picked us up(JoJo and myself). It wasnt much of a day, but it was what I needed a day out with Taylor and Jojo, just a break from drama and school. A break from Ashley and her BS and a break from my family(much needed). It was seriously the most fun I have had in like.......a while, I guess...Friday.

In other news, I hit a pole and tore up the front end of my car, and Taylor made the light fall out so yeah, it has Duct Tape holding it in place. Basically it has a dimple on the right side. Im sooooo happy right now, school is great, life is going good, work is ok, and friends are what keep me going. I LOVE LOVE LOVE COLLEGE!!! I miss butler, but talking to Candice and Taylor about how 4X4 effed up their life, im kinda glad.

Well have a good week, and see whoever at Vance on Friday!!!
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World, please stop!!! I want off!! [Aug. 13th, 2006|02:51 am]
[mood |determineddetermined]

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Recently I just dont know what is going on with me, Im up one second and then the next im down. I have been working like CRAZY recently and while its nice to have money, my work is drama city. Im trying to be a shoulder for my best friend, but i have nobody to lean on for myself. It just feels like everytime we talk about her relationship, that I get upset. Today was the first time in a long time that I had a full blown break down, at the perfect time, right when Im driving home. I was sooooo upset about nothing.
Theres this guy right now that I have a small crush on and I just feel like everytime I try to talk to him, he just dosent care. I try to take time and listen to him and what he has to say, but everytime I talk to him he just couldnt give a care in the world. Hes just....ahhhhhhhh I seriously dont know. Hes just pissing me off, I have soooo much fun with him but he has sooo much damn drama. Its like seriously listening to an episode of Laguna, I mean seriously shut it!
And ooo apperantly im a gossip whore and people who dont even know me are talking about me and who I like. I mean seriously shut up, and ohhhh yeah i get to work with this trick and some girl is sooooo trying to skeez on my man, well i share custiody with can can.

ANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD I start college in 2 thats dos, days!! 2 DAYS!!!! OMG what the heck? Summer where did you go?

I hope everyone else is having a better summer than me AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Just Pondering. [Jun. 6th, 2006|11:15 pm]
I dont know what I did to deserve such great friends!

Like a week ago, I felt like the whole world hated me and that I have like no friends, but this week, I realized something. I have friends lots of them, friends that care about me, friends that want to see me after Thursday, friends that WANT to include me in their plans instead of HAVE to include me. I seriously love Allie Jenkins and Steven Machon they vist me at work on Tuesdays and it seriously tops my day whenever I see them, and I spend all my breaks with them. I also LOVE Alli Senger, she is amazing and I realized how crazy much Im gonna miss her when I put together her Ultimate College Survival Kit. I realized that Catherine Craig, Freddie Jolly, John Hondros, and Chase Francis complete me. I really will miss them, and they brighten my day soooo crazy much. Everytime I see them I just wanna hug them and I freak out when I think the thought that I will no longer see them everday or have adventures after school with them, or even eat lunch with them. I realize me and Cat are going to the beach in a month and I seriously cant wait!

Im getting family season passes to Carrowinds for Graduation and Allie Jenkins and Stephen are getting the free 2 so that we can go together with our favorites.

I freaking LOVE Sammy Stedem!!!! I am truly goning to miss seeing her crazy self in the hallway and poking her, and making fun of her bookbag.

....You know its really funny when you think about it Im going to miss silly little things like how Josh Langdon makes nosies, or how Amanda Bledsoe is tickilsh everywhere. Im going to miss Cristine Plough's AMAZING voice in show choir, Derrick Goff's amazing piano playin skills, Gin'll's laugh, Allie Pope's purse, Allie Sengers smile, Reed Alexander's attempt to make a joke funnier, Emily Enders "cell phone",Cat-lo's bettle, Freddie's bright yellow bookbag, Allie Jenkin's teal purse, Stephens sense of humor, Chase's nose, Anna's attemp to SAVE THE DOLPHINS, and of course Amanda's car.

This year has been nothing less than amazing and to everyone who helped, from the deepest part of my heart....Thank you.
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(no subject) [Apr. 24th, 2006|09:38 pm]
The Day of Silence, a project of the Gay, Lesbian and Straight Education Network (GLSEN) in collaboration with the United States Student Association (USSA), is a student-led day of action where those who support making anti-LGBT bullying and harassment unacceptable in schools take part in activities to recognize and protest the discrimination and harassment - in effect, the silencing - experienced by LGBT students and their allies.


On a single day: Wednesday, April 26th, I will be silent to symbolize the silence that I am put in everyday for being Gay, if you are my friend or have a friend that is Gay,please do this. As the late, Jonathan Larson immortalized in song, (Tick, Tick, Boom) ACTIONS SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS...especially if it is the act of not speaking at all.

Please do it!!!
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Sooo... [Apr. 4th, 2006|09:19 pm]
Spring break was awesome, and I had a good time in Cali, aside from any drama that happened, it was amazing.

I went up to Durham to see some of my family, and it was pretty good, except a piece of tree bark, went under my toenail and through the skin.

I have recently discovered who my true friends are, they are the people that truly missed me and have actually talked to me. Im kind of sad spring break is over, but then agian I was ready to see everyone agian, and I dunno what Im gonna do when college time comes up.

I confornoted someone today, that had aperantly no idea what I was going through, and I guess they feel bad, they didnt really respond except Im sorry.

In the past few days I learned that I need to stop beliving everything people say, and stop overanalyzing. I learned this talking to Allie and Mike on the phone late at night crying, yeah I felt like a dork.

I have become closer to someone I was pushing away, and discovered that I love miss Alex B.

The dinner went good thanks for all who asked, now I have to find 2 politicans to come to my summit and a guest speaker, Im think Mr Sambrotto? and I have to get enough food for 100+ people all on a budget of a whopping 5 dollars.

I got a solo today, and it was the big one and I was really excited, and suprised. And someones comment was "eww gross, why?" but whatever you just jealous.

Charlie Brown auditions are this weekend, Im excited, even though I probally wont get a part.

Show Choir show is in less than a month, that makes me sad, that the class is almost over.

These are just some random thoughts poping through my head, i know, im random
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Busy [Mar. 14th, 2006|10:46 pm]
[mood |busybusy]

I am sooooo busy the rest of the week like seriously I have one day Im not doing a thing the rest Im doing something, so if ANYONE wants to do something it will have to be Friday.

Make up Test for Cali
Placement Test

Choral Festival
New Car Shopping!!!

Yea Free day!!

Working for My Gma for 2 hours for 100 bucks
Shopping for Cali

More Shopping
Finding New Luggage?

NCCJ from 6 till 9:30!!!!

NCCJ from 5 till 8
Packing and sleeping till 3 30, then heading to the airport!!!

So yeah Im busy, and I dont like it, because I have to fit homework in it and much make up work so yeah...but Friday would be awsome for some kind of an adventure?
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So I have decided... [Mar. 14th, 2006|05:26 pm]
[mood |anxiousanxious]

I have decided to try out for Matthews Playhouse production of Youre a Good Man Charlie Brown, since I didnt get to do it at Butler.

I think im gonna sing Suddenly, Semour for my song, because I know it, I have the music and I think it is the song that I sound best on.

Any other suggestions?

Oh Yeah Cali's in a WEEK!!!! IM SOOOO EXCITED!!

I gotta go though NCCJ calls me, and im late to it!!
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(no subject) [Mar. 10th, 2006|04:24 pm]
[mood |lonelylonely]
[music |The game]

Ever feel like nobody cares about you, exceot your family, yeah me to.

Everyone wanted me to go on this stupid California trip and i know how its gonna go, everyone will seperate and Ill be stuck by myself or have to join a group of people i barely know, because they are the only people that like me.

I hate people that say the like you and how good a person you are and then NEVER talk to you outside of school. or never wanna do anything with you outside of school.

I hate people that talk shit about other people but when they get found out they hate you.

I just guess I dont like people very much.

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Its Been a long, long time [Feb. 25th, 2006|08:49 pm]
I havent updated since Andy died...Wow!!

Ok so heres whats going on with my life right now.

-Hello,Dolly! which is coming along very well, but i keep getting abused by the set peices

-Im am going to rent a beach house this year for Spring Break and am going to do so next year in Cherry Grove?

-I am only falling one class and its because I have to make up a test

-I have been excepted to Western Carolina

-Im going to Cali in less than a month

-I like someone, but am really confused about them

-I have a scene that I have to preform with Julie Monday in Theater and am pretty nervous about it, because I just got my lines

-I crashed my car into a mailbox 2 weeks ago and its gonna cost 350 to fix it, but nothings really wrong with my car

-I had Strep Throat, and singing for old people at a cruch didnt sound too hot

-Festival in less than a month

-Show Choir show in 2 months

-I started and quit a job at Food Lion

-I think im majoring in Musical Theater

-Next years Matthews Playhouse season looks really good, if only I will be here for them...

-I have realized that I love Butler and dont want to leave because I love most of the people there.

So yeah...Ill update more promise!
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(no subject) [Sep. 16th, 2005|06:00 pm]
[mood |crushedcrushed]

Today sucked ass, so much!
The whole school was crying all day.In spanish was the worst with Tasha and Sarah crying and had to go outside, I wanted to cry sooooo bad, but I kept it in. I kept it in until 8th period where I just balled the whole class period. I had to step out like 50 billion times. I was sooooo upset. I was really upset when we got out of class 5 minutes early. I knew I wanted to go sign the paper up for him, so I did. I saw Tatyana siging it too. She was almost done when I got there but she read mine and it made her cry more and I cryed more and then she had to go and I had to cry on Lauren's sholduer, she was crying at lunch and I helped her with it and she thought I was so brave for not crying, but I cryed. Im a wimp, so sue me. I cant belive hes gone, just like that. It makes you realize what a short time we have together.

Well buddy, This is my last goodbye to you. You were the coolest kid ever, you probally never realized how much you meant to me, but you meant a lot you were a great guy and heavens got a real gem now.
Lots of love
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